Back in Tanah Airku!

It's the time of the year when everyone tries to escape the warm summer!

Of course, I also joined the fun and flew back to my beloved Tanah Air! The weather here is warm and humid, just like how it should be. My craving for Nasi Lemak, Chili Crab is finally satisfied!

I'm gonna stay here for a few more months, I'm sure it's gonna be awesome!

To all my friends who are back in their home country, have a great holiday ahead!


Cheers,
FF

Semangat Patriotik

It's has been very very long since I last posted on this blog!

Malaysia's Independence Day is up tomorrow! I have never felt this feeling of patriotic before. I always wanted to leave Malaysia due to uncountable reasonssss.. And now, after being away for so long, I started to miss Malaysia...

After all, I am still "Anak Malaysia". This year, I'm very proud to be able to meet a few former choir members, and we're going to perform on the street here in Australia by singing patriotic songs! And I'm actually very proud and excited about it!

Proud to be Anak Malaysia!
ff

My Deepest Prayer for the right "You"

Dear God, I know that she's out there. The one that I'm supposed to share my whole life with. And in time, you'll show her to me. Will you take care of her? Comfort her? And protect her? Until the day we meet. Let her know, my heart is beating with hers. ♥

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In a dream, I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand

That I was meant to share it with you
My heart, my mind, and my soul
Then I open my eyes and all i see
Reality shows I'm alone

But I know some day you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting 'til the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm?
When the day is cold, will you keep her warm?
When darkness falls, will you please shine her the way?
God will you let her know that I love her
So when there's no one there that she's not alone?
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

So I pray until that day
When our hearts will beat as one
I will wait so patiently
For that day to come
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Hour of darkness

Today is Earth Hour day. We are encouraged to off our lights from 8.30pm - 9.30pm. But for me, I can't be bother switching my lights on after sunset. So I spent my whole evening thinking and reflecting upon my life.

Well, many random thoughts did flash across my mind, and I'm not sure they are useful. But one thing I must note, is a short book from the Discovery Series of RBC of which I've read in late December. The words in the book are still so clear in my heart. The title of the book was "The Mockery and the Majesty of Calvary".

As per the title says, the book was mainly about the Good Friday story - the Crucifixion of Christ. Yes, it's only a week away from Good Friday and Easter. Reflecting upon the scripture, this period that Christ has gone through, can be dramatic to someone, can be gruesome, but for me, it's awesome! Let me clarify, isn't it awesome that God sent His OWN Son as an atonement for our sins, the greatest sinners of the whole universe? We definitely is not worthy of Him to die for us, for because of His great love and mercy, Christ died for us to reconcile us back to the Father.

We cannot even imagine of the suffering that Christ has gone through. Quoting from the book that I've mentioned earlier.

The Torture of The Cross
The physical aspects of crucifixion event were excruciating. The cross was laid on the ground and the condemned stretched upon it. Historians believe that the nails - 9 to 12 inches long - were probably not driven through the palms of the hands but rather through the spaces between the small bones of the wrist. This would take the nail through the main nerve center leading to the hand and would prevent the executed individual from pulling the nail through the fleshy webbing of the hand and attempting escape - as if that were ever possible. The victim's feet would then be overlapped and, with knees slightly bent, forced onto a small pedestal on the cross. Once the condemned was nailed to the cross, the executioners would hoist it up with ropes and drop it into a prepared hole in the ground where the cross would come crashing down with a thud. It seems ridiculously obvious to say, but all of this would have been unbelievably painful. The nails would have felt like flaming pokers to the nerves and muscles of the hands and feet. The lifting would have been disorienting, perhaps even resulting in momentary vertigo. Most painful of all, however, would have been when the cross was dropped into the ground. The jolt would have resulted in a violent pulling of the victim's shoulders and elbows - which were unable to "give" under the forceful wrenching of the body. This often resulted in shoulder separations and shoulder dislocations, which would have been horrific. Yet as terrifyingly brutal as all of this was, it was only the beginning...

Well, the article continues on describing the physical pain of someone who was condemned of a cross sentence. But as for Christ, the most painful of all, is the separation from God throughout the whole crucifixion process.

Why? Why did Christ has to suffer these? Because of the love of Christ. Yes, as Christian in this modern living world, it's hard to resist the temptation of the world, remembering that the teaching of Paul in Romans 12:2 "Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will." Yes, it IS hard! But, how difficult is this compared to the suffering that Christ gone through back in those days? Brothers and Sisters, let us hold on to Christ, for He has victory over all! Let us seek Him for strength and wisdom as we carry our cross daily. May we all be strong and bold in Him and bring the gospel to the unreached!

Shalom!

Map of Life

I've just enrolled for a online bible course. The first lesson is an important but yet being forgotten by some of the Christians today - The Map of Life.

The lesson was being introduced by a short story of a boy and the father.

The boy had never seen his father study a map so carefully. He asked, "Father, why are you looking at that map?" His father smiled. "This map shows the streets of the city to which we are going. They say there is work there, in the city." Then the father's smile became a little sad. "I used to always know where I was," he said, "but the world has changed. Now we are going where we have never been before. For that, one needs a map."

The journey was long, and there was much time for thought. After a while, the boy again looked to his father. "Father, my birthday is coming soon. I know that I should not ask for much, but there is one thing you could give me." "I will give you whatever I can, son. What is it you want?" The boy replied, "A map." The father was puzzled. "Why do you ask for a map?"

The boy thought carefully. He said, "Because I will be growing older. I will be going where I have never been before. And you said, 'for that, one needs a map.'"

Yes! Indeed the truth is, whether young or old, we are all going where we have never been before. Every day we face new decisions, new demands, and new dangers. How are we to find our way safely through these? How are we to guide our families and especially our young ones? There are maps for every part of the world. But is there a map for the greatest journey of all, life itself?

How quickly this one, brief life passes. To ruin it by choosing a wrong road would be a terrible waste. How can we be sure of life's true purpose and direction? How can we be certain that we have made proper preparation for what lies beyond death? In seeking a Map for life, we should open the Bible because of the claims it makes. Again and again it assures us that it is the pure word from our Maker. Yes, the map for life.

Great man of God like Moses, King David,and Jeremiah has been emphasizing that the Word are from God through the Spirit! We must therefore seriously ask, "Did these prophets have a bad habit of lying? Or were they speaking the truth and God really did speak through them?"

Jesus assured us that these Bible prophets spoke the truth. Jesus relied on their reports of history (Matthew 12:40; 24:37-39). He trusted in all their writings, and taught us to have the same trust (Matthew 5:17-19; Luke 16:17, 29; 24:27, 44; John 5:39-47). He based His arguments on the exact words they used (Matthew 19:5-6; 22:32).

Paul urged his friend Timothy to be a good student of these Scriptures. Why? They are "the word of truth" (2 Timothy 2:15). The apostles' writings make them even more valuable to truth seekers, for to the apostles Jesus promised "all truth" (John 16:13). There can be no doubt what the Bible is claiming to be: the Guide Book or the Map from our Maker who calls us to fulfill the special purpose for which He created us.

Many claim to speak for, or about, God. Making loud claims is easy. The hard part is proving those claims to be true. Most books by great thinkers do not try to offer real proof. The Bible not only offers good evidence, it is itself the proof!

The Bible, written over many centuries, stands alone in combining two things: It foretold coming events. Then, much later, it reported their fulfillment. These are not 'guesses' about small, hidden happenings. Many of the Bible's prophecies deal with entire nations, and world-changing events. Hundreds of the prophecies are about the King called Christ.

Well, the summary of this lesson will be: God's Message leads you into better, happier living. It brings you hope, joy, love and life.


Amen!

Treasure It!

Last Sunday, when I searched through my church's book shelves, I've found a few copies of Malay Language New Testament Bible.

I picked it up. As I hold it in my hands, I felt a great deal of satisfaction in my heart! This is because Malay Bibles are no longer allowed to be imported from other countries due to some political issues earlier on.

This little Malay Bible, has taught me to treasure what we already have, and be grateful for it! As we have received the salvation through Christ, let us continue to live out our salvation! Never ever take it for granted! Also, let us share the great joy and news to our friends and neighbors.

Philippians 2:12-13
"Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling; 13 for it is God who works in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure. "


With love,
FF

Project Pressure

Lemuel Tan January 9 at 1:01pm
The call sign is PP for project pressure,

Even as we speak, friends of friends of friends are actually starting to voice this out among various countries among the locals. Malaysian Harvard law students are spreading the reality to their law friends, Malaysian professionals working in Australia are sharing this with their working colleagues. I even have a friend in Boston who is writing and sharing this out as a thread in gmail.

The whole idea is to let the world know the reality of Malaysia. The injustice that has been under the radar. The world has been shaded by Malaysian government and does not know what is really happening in Malaysia like we know it. We know that Human rights do not exist for non-bumis. We know that religious freedom is a facade. We know the truths from the lies.

We, those who are overseas, are given a chance to voice out to the world, something that Malaysians inside Malaysia cannot do. The idea is to stand united, to get the world's attention that we are in need of intervention. Following the trend of Indonesia. They started out with riots, then firebombing church, then killing. We are just one step away from murdering Malaysians. Why did the international community not do anything about the killings? Why, although considered murder in the international tribunal, did no international association stood up? My answer, perhaps it lies in the fact that those who are in power who can do something do not know about it. Perhaps we as Malaysians can learn from this to avoid a repetitive mistake. This is reality, my family who go to church one day, might be in the news headlines tomorrow. "300+ murder in church in Sunday service). Malaysians, we are heading down that track!

I urge every single Malaysian who has a voice to help me start this project, Project Pressure. To be a voice to the world. So that the world community can see the reality. Internationally people are blissfully unaware of the situation, what does not hurt me has no concerns to me. But we know, it is only a matter of time before it starts affecting the world, all we need to look at is History. When no one intervene Germany, we started a world war.

How can I help?
* By telling other Malaysians friends about this project. Asking them to inform other Malaysian friends about this as well. Project Pressure (PP) will be a world wide movement.
* By telling them to inform the locals, their friends critical questions such as: Have you ever wondered how come there are so many Chinese Malaysians studying here although we are only the minority? What happen to the Malaysia? Did you know that non-bumis do not get benefits from the governments for property investments?

We do not know, but hopefully we a hype, international governments will start seeing the situation as a real problem. And Malaysia by then will be placed under the magnifying glass of the world. If people in power in Malaysia are true to what they practice, they should have no fear of the international scene. But if it is true what we overseas Malaysians are advocating, than hopefully change would start happening.

I am not asking for a reformation. I am not asking to bring down the government. I am not asking for a war. I am asking for the world to know what is happening around us. I am only doing my part, I believe that God will do the rest.

I believe in Jesus Christ, and I believe that God has not called us out of Malaysia without a bigger purpose than to run away from the things in Malaysia. I believe we, overseas Malaysians, are the perfect instrument for this projects.

Do what you can to share this with your friends, let this be your passion. It is really simple. Tell and tell and tell, we may not be able to stop churches being burn down today or the next week, but we can at least say we have done our part for our country, for its future.

I am proud to be a Malaysian, if there is a 1Malaysia, let it be now.

If you are a Christian reading this. A few of us have actually started praying and fasting for Malaysia in our own lives. We are all doing this by our own will, we see this a bigger picture, not as a group mentality.

Ask your Malaysian friends "Have you heard about PP". If not share it with them. Also do not be surprise to get this tread back, we are mobilizing overseas Malaysians around the world to stand up for justice, to be the voice of the unheard Malaysian.

Persecution

My heart breaks as I heard the news that the Churches in KL were being burnt and cars with christian articles were being smashed yesterday. These were the result of riots by the muslim against christians for the usage of the name of "Allah".

Persecution as being mentioned in the bible as painful trails.

"Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the suffering of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed." 1Peter 12:13

But this incident has reminded me of how crucial it is to take up the commission that God has given us at this end days, to spread His gospel. Take heart, brothers and sisters, always remember that no matter how bad the situation might be, God is always in control!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBYuWvDWc-A

A little further

Well, it has been eight days after the new year!

Today, my course enrollment has finally opened. This has taken me a little further of what is expected ahead of me. More studies and works. This is going to be the same for all university students.

Friends, do treasure the break that we have right now to charge up yourselves and start afresh again in March! As for those who are doing summer school, have fun!

Take care, my friends.

Looking Forward

Things have been interesting so far!

Although I have to go for my work placement on the first day of the year, but I have been exposed to more detailed information regarding engineering works. This experience is invaluable!

As the weeks passes by, I have adapted myself to the work of an engineer in a manufacturing plant. I had some really great supervisors at work, who have been giving me a lot of precious information regarding the manufacturing processes which I believe will be of great help during my remaining course!

Well, I'm excited for the incoming weeks remaining at the plant, and hope that I can dig even more information from the books that I'm gonna read! Though the place I'm working in is dusty, noisy and dirty, but I like the job. Thank God that I'm in the right field!! =)

So far, the year has been good! Looking forward for more to come!

"I will extol the LORD at all times; His praise will always be on my lips." Psalms 34:1

Reflections

The old 2009 has passed and the new 2010 is here!

Well, I was looking back and reflecting on the things that happened in 2009 and I found that God has been really gracious to me and has taught me some things that sometimes I've overlooked.

In 2009, I have met 2 really good brother in Christ and have taught me many principles of life. The first is someone that I really respect, despite of his young age, he is really mature in his thinking. He's always there to listen to my struggles and been someone that has encouraged me throughout 2009. The later is someone that I've met in a christian fellowship camp at the beginning of December 2009. I did not get to know him well till the last 2 days of the camp. We had spent the last night in fact, sharing of our life stories and praying for each other. He's someone that I really look up to, a godly man and very passionate for God! I'm really thank God for the opportunity to meet these 2 brothers which certainly has brought about impact in my life.

Besides, I've re-visited some of the basics of christianity, which I have overlooked over the past years. Lessons like humility and christian faith has been greatly pressed upon my heart through sharings and daily devotions with some of my friends in Adelaide.

Thirdly, I do thank God for the chances He has gave me to serve Him in worship ministry this year. Serving has always reminded me of Christ, how He has humbled Himself, took the sins of the world and be an atonement of sins for us.

Thank God for the christian fellowship that I attend, if not because of the bible studies, sharings, and the environment, I wouldn't have been who I am today.

Thank God for the camp that I had in December which has really opened my eyes towards the bigger picture of the Last Day where a great multitude standing in front of the throne of God, praising and glorifying Him! The theme for the camp was "Restoring Vision, Renewing Hope", I was greatly inspired by God through the messages and empowered to do greater things this year!

Thus has my 2009 been, now it's time to look forward for more challenging things from Him! And I'm reminded that I'm not alone on this journey, at least, I do have my brothers and sisters in christ writing this life together with me! I pray that this year will be a year that I can even grow much more spiritually and being able to share christ with more people around me!

Till then,

David.